I miss my daughter Sheza so much that I decided to visit her today at my ex-wife parent’s place. When I reach there, almost everyone is at home. My ex-father in law, ex-sister in law, my ex-wife & Sheza is at home. Only my ex-mother in law is not at home as she is working late. We greet each other. I do miss them too as it has been a while that I see them.
Sheza had just finish her bath & was changing to her pyjamas in my ex-wife’s room. I sat on the sofa waiting for Sheza to come out. I heard she shouted “Abah.. Abah.. Abah..” a few minutes later because earlier in the room her mommy told her that I was coming to visit her. She was so excited shouting for me without realising that I was actually beside her.
I call for her & she finally realised I was beside her when she turn her head to her left. She become more excited than before & kiss my right hand showing her respect to me. She then hug me & I kiss her forehead. Her face is full of white powder like those chinese opera people. Hahaha. Thanks to her mommy that her face is so white! I really miss my cutie pie a lot. I bought for her a Mickey Mouse ClubHouse colouring book. Sheza love Mickey mouse & she was delighted when I showed it to her. Her face glow.
I went to her room to spend time with her. To my surprise, Sheza’s vocabulary is getting bigger. She showed me shapes & say it out loud. I’m not talking about simple shapes like triangle, square, rectangle, circle. She mastered that long ago. I’m talking about semi-circles, crescent, oval etc.. Oh my god, she really can recognise the shapes!!
She even memorise the doa/prayer for sleeping! For her age, she has done well for herself. I really have to thank her mommy for teaching her all the words & doa. I have always know her mommy to be a good teacher. She always know how to induce interest in kid’s learning experience. She was an ex MOE teacher & for that I’m very greatful that she can teach Sheza very well.
We continue playing with each other via acting, making funny sounds, watch videos from my mobile phone & so on. It was definitely so much fun with her around. She never stop making me laugh & smile. I was happy seeing her happy & having fun with me. Times up! I did not even feel it & it’s already 1.5 hours gone. It’s time for her sleep. The clock reads 9.30pm.
During the playtime, she mentioned many times “go Abah’s house” repeatedly & I keep telling her today Sheza is sleeping at mommy’s place. Abah only came to visit & not to fetch Sheza to Abah’s house. When it’s time for me to go, she wants to follow me. Her mommy is in the room as well. Sheza cried wanting to follow me home. She cried & tears start to roll down.
I hate seeing her cry. I told her that Abah is going to fetch her on the next Saturday & will give her chocolate. Mommy told her that she can watch youtube with her. She then stop crying after much bargaining with our promises.
I know Sheza misses me a lot & I miss her too. I kiss her all over her face & hug her a couple of times. She kiss my hand before we finally departed unwillingly. My heart felt so heavy & I wish I can be with my daughter forever. I had to force myself out of the house. I went from being happy to sad instantly. The day is over.
I shall stop here. Anyway, referencing from my previous post, I have yet to remove the pictures from my workstation in school. Didn’t I told you that it will take some time for me to succeed! hehe.. So don’t rush me ya!!
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